The engineer who got tired of guessing

How an engineer became an energy healer

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I trained as an engineer. From 1990 I spent about fifteen years in international business software and management consulting, in senior management and later as CEO. After that I worked for more than fifteen years as an entrepreneur in consulting and education. Measurement was the ordinary condition of that work. You change something, you check the instrument, you know where you stand.

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The other track ran in parallel from the same years, not after them. More than twenty-five years of daily spiritual practice, including several years inside a school of energy work where I learned to measure the vibration of a soul and to transfer energy at a distance. I did there what I had been trained to do everywhere else. I researched how the energies inside us behave, and whether any of it could be read the same way twice.

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​What I could not get was independent feedback on my own progress. I had been connecting with energies and with souls for years and still could not separate what I had achieved from what I hoped I had achieved.

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I was either evolving or flattering myself, and I had no way to tell which.

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By then I was measuring other people, soul and body vibration both. For calibration I checked my values against higher souls, and for a long time they agreed. Then a few cases came back where they did not.

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I am aware that a reference like that cannot be verified from the outside, and that is exactly why it was not enough for me either. I looked for parameters and independent methods that could be read consistently, tested them against people whose situations I already knew, and kept the ones that held. Then I spent years calibrating against a handful of confirmed higher souls, alongside those independent checks. That work is still going.​​